What is normal?

Been a difficult few days fell off the wagon so to speak which was extremely naughty but felt I couldn’t help myself and didn’t know why. Even tried some of this year’s homemade wine. The first sip of alcohol since probably July and wished I hadn’t.

If I’m brutally honest with myself I know I was trying to feel “normal” for a while and eat what I wanted but boy am I suffering.

It takes such a long time to get over it so you’d think I’d know better. I’m not evensure if my pancreatitis is acute or chronic though as it’s been ongoing since July and we’re now in December I’m leaning more to it being chronic.

So it’s a new week and I’m looking into making cabbage soup of all things to see if having that for a while will help as I’ve started getting to the point where I’m almost scared to eat anything.

Also done some gentle yoga today which I had to cut short as started to feel nauseous. So it’ll be interesting to see how running goes tomorrow.

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